Well, its the weekend and it is bright and sunny. I had every meal out back on my deck today so that made me feel good.
John and I were out late last night/this morning since we went to see a friend of his who plays in a band. It was all the way up in Trenton so we had a 50 minute drive just to get there. They were pretty good but we didn't get home until 2:00 this morning!
I am still waiting for the results of my liver function panel. I am going crazy waiting for the results, I want to know but I don't. If the levels go up I will be very depressed b/c this most likely means the lesion in liver is causing some damage and may be cancer. I try not to think about it but how can I not? I just keep thinking that the 20th is marching closer and closer (MRI)... I am hoping for a miracle where the spots on the spine are concerned, can't they just disappear?
I am having trouble with lots of my hair falling out now and I hope it is just from the stress, but this is why the Dr. ordered the liver test. He also didn't like the look of my nails, very pale, horizontal lines and no moons.
Tomorrow is church with Jackie and John. I keep praying for a miracle...let the lesions disappear!
T
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This is a blog about my life and some of the issues I have been struggling with. I had melanoma 15 years ago and have been trying to avoid hearing the word cancer again. Recently I have had a disturbing MRI result: 8 lesions on my thoracic vertebral bodies and a spot on my liver.
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Hi Terry--boy, I have been sitting here trying to think of what to say to you--and there isn't anything--but I can pray and I am praying! and i guess the only other thing I can say is --just keep busy, doing something, on the computer, cooking, walking, visiting with your Mom--chasing varmints out of the garden--what ever---eating on your deck sounds neat--take care hugs, and love, and prayer, Just, Di
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